I don't think I've wandered into thinking I'm a sucky person. I know I'm not the cream of the crop, no question. But I would like to be good enough as a writer to get published more often than once a year, if that. (/me smiles wryly) I know it's further between for some people, and some people never get published. But that doesn't change my goals for myself, my aspirations, my expectations for my own behavior.